Nope I don't think its your imagination. Every time I am on that server I find my self muting multiple people. Thats also the only server where I have actually heard people ask if an admin is around. When the answer is no they start using profanity and spamming voice chat . I leave if its to...
I hope things take a turn for the best real soon for you moose. I know men arent supposed to cry but yeah I shed a tear or two reading your post. My prayers are with you and your family.