I might be gone for a VERY long time :{

extremelyhotsauce

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On June first I will have heart surgery. I dont really remember what it is and I dont really want to look it up. I dont really know what will happen :( doctor said I might live but chances vary. I think its something to do with widening of mitral valve or something like that. If something happens my mom will come on to say. I would like for you to read this letter if anything does happen.

Edgegamers, this has been an AWESOME 7 months. Most of you know me as mildhotsauce but only a few knew me as mlb72197, I have had a rough past and try everything to make up for it and make the gaming world a bit better. I mention many in this letter, but I feel like I know all of you like brothers and sisters :). I will never forget the times on our insurgency servers. But not just on insurgency servers have I experienced some of the funniest moments of my life while gaming. I want to start with Chaoscat, my best friend in eGO HANDS DOWN, this kid is like my brother, he has been with me for as long as I can remember. But not once has he given me my cookie :P. Not all of our times have been the best, he got me temporarily suspended from eGO. But I look back and thank him. He and many others see I have changed A LOT. Chaos cat good luck brotha. Also If I do pass please finish or at least attempt to finish my map with Rogue :). Turk, always funny in vent eating cow brains awww such a funny time. Anthem, you made me lolololl so much that you got mad at it goooddd times. RT driver, guided me thru my suspension and I got to be under your wing :). You taught me alot thank you. Caffeine, you can make an conversation sound serious by doing one of those sighs. Gen ig you came up with sauucceeyyy I think and I used it a few times and I thank you for it. Jason, your VERY good at ins and hope to be somewhat as good as you. USCG Hammer your very fun to play with I havent really talked to you alot because I am scared to, because your job is so important. Hardstyle your really funy and verrryyyy helpful. Reactor you gave me advice on a medical problem and I dont think I would have listen to anyone else. Grinning Hill billy you brought me into eGO and I will always remember you :). 2goodbucs it was so funny to hear you child laugh over mic when looking at ins. Drunkenfetus, you have brought so much competition to the ins division it was really fun. The whole INS clan thank you I have had the funnest times :crying:. Deathblade joo so funny lol I will miss you alot.

I am leaving my account to my cousin same age as me.

If you werent in here theres not a specific reason why your not here but you know I will miss you deeply :{
 
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i am sorry to hear this mild, i sincerily hope that the surgery will have a good ending and that you can recover back to the awesome person you are.
I hope to see you back, take care brother!
 
Good luck man, i hope it all goes ok. And i hope to see you again soon. Very soon
 
dude just be tough and pray for good health man and dont let anybody tells you negative things dude

PEACE and LOVE man
 
Thank you for your loving words, it does sound that your taking this in a very mature way! IM VERY GLAD FOR THIS! You HAVE come a long way! Im glad that your part of our FAMILY!.

As for your surgery yes its scary but at the same time let me say this, my co-workers baby has been getting surgeries on his heart since the day he was born because of under developed heart, he recently took a 2 week leave because of the latest surgery. The little punk gets the surgery that took 4hrs, and then we hear the next day he was walking and running around? !!!!

WOW that's all i have to say.. WOW...

Anything is possible,, don't be discouraged, you have all of us here to support you.

Simon
Drunkenfetus
 
I hope everything is ok and that those doctors do a Damn good job on you.I will have you in my prayers brother
 
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...sigh



Good luck with the surgery, hope all goes well. See you when you get back bro. We'll keep the lights on for you ;).
 
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