- Joined
- Dec 3, 2009
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- 508
Hi guys,
Yes, I know there is (or used to be) a rule against personal threads, but this needs to be said, no matter how shy I am about it. I need to thank you all. I came back to being so active in the division because my life has been.. hard, emotionally, this year. I know, everyone older than me is going to blame it on those damn emotional teenagers, but this really matters to me.
I did a lot of things I shouldn't have this year, faced the consequences, and my kindness and generosity have been taken advantage of so many times that I wouldn't like to count. People have been out to get me, and that's not just my chronic paranoia speaking.
You guys have been like a family to me, I've been able to fit in. I got promoted to O and took the job of EC in a very short period, and really appreciate everyone who made that happen. This clan saved me from myself. I had attempted suicide multiple times this past year, gone to a therapist (who made it worse because he was a creep), and completely broken down emotionally and slept for days multiple times.
I love you guys and gals.
Thank you.
Zeu5
(and yes I know the editing on the logo is sloppy, I did it in like 5 minutes)
Yes, I know there is (or used to be) a rule against personal threads, but this needs to be said, no matter how shy I am about it. I need to thank you all. I came back to being so active in the division because my life has been.. hard, emotionally, this year. I know, everyone older than me is going to blame it on those damn emotional teenagers, but this really matters to me.
I did a lot of things I shouldn't have this year, faced the consequences, and my kindness and generosity have been taken advantage of so many times that I wouldn't like to count. People have been out to get me, and that's not just my chronic paranoia speaking.
You guys have been like a family to me, I've been able to fit in. I got promoted to O and took the job of EC in a very short period, and really appreciate everyone who made that happen. This clan saved me from myself. I had attempted suicide multiple times this past year, gone to a therapist (who made it worse because he was a creep), and completely broken down emotionally and slept for days multiple times.
I love you guys and gals.
Thank you.
Zeu5
(and yes I know the editing on the logo is sloppy, I did it in like 5 minutes)


















