my recent actions in teamspeak have been terrible and i know thats not something anybody has to tell me. i made a post a couple months ago about how things werent going good and how it was affecting my attitude and to be honest things have only gotten worse with me. i say this with complete seriousness but literally the only emotion i feel is anger and if im not angry then im just numb and dont care about anything. thats a reason why i have refused to play on our servers in recent months outside of events because i know thatll just result in me being banned altogether. im sorry to anybody who i have offended or upset. id like to think that the things i say arent me but to be honest i dont really even know who i am anymore because ive just lost my grip on myself in every way, mentally and emotionally. im sorry about how ive been. i hope i havnt rubbed any new members the wrong way or long time members
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