I have no friends.

[Kuroki]

Yeah sums up my life. No in real life friends at all. Those who i play online are friends but i dont talk with mic as im afraid to make a connection to people.

Also got banned from the only server i play as dark humor isnt a thing now a days. Didnt even say a bad word. But i respect the decision made.

See yall

 

[heidi]

yeah same

 

[Kuroki]

yeah same

Name seems familiar. I don't even like to play anymore and it's the only thing that brings me happiness.
I seem even more lost than regular. Do you talk to lots of people in the servers tho? I just casually talk.

 

[Lilith]

You doing okay?

 

[TheRecipe]

Kuroki Edgegamers is a community for a reason don't be afraid to make a connection with anyone here you can talk to everyone and tbh not everyone is gonna like you but there will be always people that will like you.

 

[Ledzo]

Hey buddy you might wanna try playing other video games too
Counter strike becomes so repetitive
If you need to talk about strategies to make in real life friends meet me on teamspeak I’ll try to help you

 

[heidi]

Name seems familiar. I don't even like to play anymore and it's the only thing that brings me happiness.
I seem even more lost than regular. Do you talk to lots of people in the servers tho? I just casually talk.

i don't really talk a lot in-game. i talk in TeamSpeak mostly. Also, i don't really find enjoyment in the servers much either anymore. But- great people on TeamSpeak/discord that make it all worth it.

 

[aln]

i feel you dude.

 

[Kuroki]

You doing okay?

I've always been like this. Also must be because im out of my medication at the moment. So might sound more down than usually am.

 

[Kuroki]

Kuroki Edgegamers is a community for a reason don't be afraid to make a connection with anyone here you can talk to everyone and tbh not everyone is gonna like you but there will be always people that will like you.

Video Games has gotten boring for me. Like i've lost touch within. Had a burning flame inside me for awhile now seems like it's just ashes. True i can make connections with anyone here, you are right about that. How will i connect with others if my connection stuck in loop.

 

[Kuroki]

Hey buddy you might wanna try playing other video games too
Counter strike becomes so repetitive
If you need to talk about strategies to make in real life friends meet me on teamspeak I’ll try to help you

Doesn't everything become repetitive in any point? I don't have teamspeak but will look into it. i let you know.

 

[Kuroki]

i don't really talk a lot in-game. i talk in TeamSpeak mostly. Also, i don't really find enjoyment in the servers much either anymore. But- great people on TeamSpeak/discord that make it all worth it.

Nothing wrong with being the listener in the group
Sounds like a fun time if the servers aren't. People make the server fun not the other way around.

 

[Kuroki]

i feel you dude.

Same Boat huh, But honestly there is no one to put blame except myself for being distant to everyone. Am like weird to do this. Must of been wired differently than everyone else :>

 

[joe mama the god]

get out of the house, covid calming down dont let video games be your life

 

[DeerFat]

get out of the house, covid calming down dont let video games be your life

 

[max]

Same lol.

 

[SturmBruder]

Hola Kuroki!!! Sorry to hear you're in bummer stage!

Help us count to a million! You won't make friends but we will like your posts. And every time you come to the forums you'll have Alerts/Reactions! Again no friends, but you will be liked

Seriously, it's therapeutic!

 

[JuVe913]

Yeah sums up my life. No in real life friends at all. Those who i play online are friends but i dont talk with mic as im afraid to make a connection to people.

Also got banned from the only server i play as dark humor isnt a thing now a days. Didnt even say a bad word. But i respect the decision made.

See yall

Don't let a ban get the better of you. Sure, our community revolves around specific rules and whatever else, but you should try to explain yourself and own up to something that might have been nothing more than just an unintentional mistake.

Also about the friends part that you mention. You shouldn't be that much afraid to talk to people, and if that's the case, keep in mind you join a server where not everyone knows everybody, and I'm fairly sure you can work up, opening up towards others, by just participating in our CS servers (I recall you from TTT), and just try to start from basic callouts, then later on evolve into forming up friendships all around (I have made a lot of friends and not only, just by playing here. Oh and keep in mind that I didn't use my mic as much either the first days, so I've been there myself too)

For now, just work out and see what can be done about your ban, and shortly after (if things go well), you can join our servers or/and our Teamspeak/Discord servers and get to make some friends from within the community.