Dude i am very sorry to hear about that, my family also has(had) drug addictions and such. And Jweng, i dont believe that any one hear will judge you on that (if they understand what happens and such).
Because i believe that anyone can change, if they want to.
And i am glad that you got out of the hole, sorry bout the pressure at home bro, hope it lessens or just stops, cause its not cool at all.
But i am glad to hear that you are taking classes, they help alot but only if someone wants the help, ya know?
Anyway Kamikaze im very sorry bro, i hope that your family gets through it without anymore scars and such.