R.I.P. to a dear friend

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The IRON Horse​

eGO is known as a community of players. Quite often we have been referred to as a family. It is with a sad heart the we inform you of one of are own who has passed away. The IRON Horse was a regular on our Black Mesa server. He was in fact so well known that whenever someone said to "Stop iron horsing", we all knew that someone was camping with stickies. Below is a message that was posted on our forums the morning alerting us to this sad news. Iron Horse, you will be greatly missed but you will for ever be remembered for the player and friend that you were. Rest in peace our friend.


I regret to inform you that on 7-29-09 at about 6:00am, I lost a very good friend to a brutal disease he has battled for over a year. His name was Brian Howe, a 41 year old Phoenix Police Officer assigned to our Special Assignments Unit, aka SWAT, as a sniper. Brian was a devout Christian, married and a father of two he was a huge baseball fan, very athletic, and he loved to play video games! You will know him as =(eGO)= The IRON Horse.

Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), commonly known as Lou Gehrig's disease, is a progressive neurodegenerative disease that attacks motor neurons in the brain (upper motor neurons) and spinal cord (lower motor neurons).

These motor neurons control the movement of voluntary muscles. When the motor neurons can no longer send impulses to the muscles due to ALS, the muscles begin to waste away (atrophy), causing increased muscle weakness. Motor neuron, or nerve cell, death makes it impossible for the brain to control muscles or signal them to move.

The first sign of the disease, in Brians case, was problems with his speech. It was not long before he lost his speech completely and his body began to show signs of the disease. He loved his job and it hurt him when he had to medically retire from the force. He went out of the country for experimental treatment and returned home, but all he could do was wait. The progression was slow and brutal as he lost the function of different parts of his body. His mind was completely healthy and sharp, but before long, the disease imprisoned his mind in a body that would not respond.

I can tell you that it was difficult for Brian to get to his computer because he used a walker and required a machine to help him breath. But, gaming with your clan was one of the very few pleasures he had! As he camped in the vents and sticky bombed you (and me) he had alot of fun! His hands became crippled from the disease as well, so it took alot of extra effort for him to use the mouse and keyboard, but he found a way to kick your butt in the vents!

We all have heard it. "Life is short... tomorrow is not guaranteed!" So live your life to its fullest and don't spend so much time gaming that you miss out on special times with your spouse, kids, or family. I say this to myself as well since I am an avid gamer. But, thanks for giving Brian an outlet during his last days as he gamed with your clan and found fun and friends. I will miss you Brian Howe... Rest In Peace my friend...

Sincerely,
Brian Bennington (aka MOJO|Rage)
 
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I remember rage quitting the first time on Black Mesa because of IRON Horse. It's a shame when a good man gets called back to Heaven. You will be missed.

Godspeed friend, my thoughts and prayers are with you and yours.
 
I am so sry for the loss of the family and for the loss of the clan.....from what it sounds like he was a great man......I will be praying for him as well as his family.....
 
Omg

I'm shocked to here this, seeing as i live in arizona and had the pleasure to meet him a couple times. he was a friend of the family and this tragidy has played a great toll on his. Im sorry for the loss in his family and the loss in the clan and hope we can get through this and not rember him for the bad...but rember him by all the good times we had with him on the servers.

R.I.P IRON Horse.:crying:
 
I only had the pleasure of playing with him a few times, but he will still be missed. Thank-you for all you have done protecting the streets as an officer of the law, and may you rest in peace good sir.
 
so very sad to hear... enjoyed playing with him many many times on Black Mesa. prayers and thoughts to his family

may you rest in peace Iron Horse... you will be greatly missed
 
God Bless

Our prayers go out to his family and friends. May the Lord comfort everyone in their loss and aid them in remember the great times they had with this man. May he never be forgotten for the wonderful things he has accomplished and the country that he so served as a member of the Police Force. My heart goes out to his family and friends.

God Bless

MJBrouwer23
 
Damn, i wish he would have at least went peacefully, but that sounds pretty painfull....god rest his soul.. We'll miss you
 
RIP Iron Horse. He will be missed by both his family and the eGO family.
 
I did not know iron horse, but i understand loss of good friends and family.. if you speak with his family please send my condolences.
 
I didnt know The IRON Horse but I do know that alot of people here at eGO knew him. Its cool to hear that playing with our community was an outlet for him. R.I.P IRON Horse. You will be missed
 
Thank you Iron for being a calming presence in the server. We will miss you terribly.
 

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