well, i joined the community because eGO had THE only good zombie mod server back in the day, i was spending 12+ hours a day in the server and everyone knew me, back before the IP was changed and *cringe* the inclusion of classes, and finally the last nail in the coffin, making it zombie escape only, so after that i moved onto the jail server where i again became a regular fixure, same story 12+ hours a day, everyone knows me, great times. then slowly, everyone started to disappear. some leaving for other divisions, others leaving the clan, a few banned and those who suddenly stopped logging into steam (i still wonder why). it got to the point where there were nothing but kids in the jail server (i know im being silly saying there are anything but kids in jail, i know. but i remember playing with the greats, people like starscream and such) so between zombie mod dying, jail becoming a husk of its former self that only shows its history at 330 in the morning when the school children are sleeping, and me just getting tired.
i did something i thought id never do
i left
looking back it shouldnt have been a hard choice, i hated the division at the time, all my good friends had left, those still around had found new friends and alienated me, and every server i loved shriveled and died, it didnt really hold much appeal to me...
so i followed my friends to mod division, then fpsx then opx and everything was great
that is, until it started happening again
opx has dropped all the games i play, all my buddies are moving onto other divisions, or in some cases, other clans
sometimes i look back on my days in css and wonder if i made the right choice. i still pop in from time to time, its a little fun, but its never what it used to be.
now i find myself playing strats games, and i wonder if i should make the change, but then i stop and think-i dont really want the same thing happening again, and i dont want to be one of those examples of people who "always come back" to css
no i think ill take pride in being an opx misfit, not really having a home division, just sort of division hopping until my end with eGO
ok i think ive got the longest wall of text post here, do i win a medal?