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Sorry guys mor my inactivity, as some of you know over the summer I will be moving from my home town of philly to North Carolina on June 30 2016, I haven't been active bc long story short ( not really)
So I never really went outside my entire life, I hated it, then this month when my house sold, my friends invited me to hang out, so I was bored and agreed to go, that night they took me ice skating for the first time, it was great. Every Friday since we've gone to skating. Now 4 months ago I asked this girl out to our graduation dace ( since we're in 8th grade) and she said yes. Now 3 weeks ago she said she doesn't feel comfortable going with me. Anyhow back to present day. I have feelings (of love) for the girl who invited me to hang out, the feelings started about a day or two after the one girl said she doesn't fell comfortable going with me. Last week when we went skating she hooked up with a random dude ( for those who are over 16 hooking up means making out without geting into a relationship). And I was really jealous. This past Sunday I told her about these feelings, and asked her out, we talked for awile, and she has mixed feelings. Some for me and some for this other guy. We decided it would be best if we didn't go out because it would break our hearts when I move in two months( since we'd go real deep, like on the verge of sex). The problem is that I can't turn my feelings off for her, I can't even play DOD:S without thinking of her, so I stopped playing. And I'm becoming more social too, and I think my term of playing video games are over. I'm not sure. And btw I was 99% way there from having my first kiss with her last Friday be4 she kissed that random dude. So I'm still going to be inactive for the time being, and try to get my mind straight. Maybe even kiss her idk. If you got any tips to get her in the mood for one feel free to put em down!
TL;DR: had a bad breakup, fell for another girl, got jealous when she made out with another dude( she didn't know at the time of the kiss) can't get her off my mind
So I never really went outside my entire life, I hated it, then this month when my house sold, my friends invited me to hang out, so I was bored and agreed to go, that night they took me ice skating for the first time, it was great. Every Friday since we've gone to skating. Now 4 months ago I asked this girl out to our graduation dace ( since we're in 8th grade) and she said yes. Now 3 weeks ago she said she doesn't feel comfortable going with me. Anyhow back to present day. I have feelings (of love) for the girl who invited me to hang out, the feelings started about a day or two after the one girl said she doesn't fell comfortable going with me. Last week when we went skating she hooked up with a random dude ( for those who are over 16 hooking up means making out without geting into a relationship). And I was really jealous. This past Sunday I told her about these feelings, and asked her out, we talked for awile, and she has mixed feelings. Some for me and some for this other guy. We decided it would be best if we didn't go out because it would break our hearts when I move in two months( since we'd go real deep, like on the verge of sex). The problem is that I can't turn my feelings off for her, I can't even play DOD:S without thinking of her, so I stopped playing. And I'm becoming more social too, and I think my term of playing video games are over. I'm not sure. And btw I was 99% way there from having my first kiss with her last Friday be4 she kissed that random dude. So I'm still going to be inactive for the time being, and try to get my mind straight. Maybe even kiss her idk. If you got any tips to get her in the mood for one feel free to put em down!
TL;DR: had a bad breakup, fell for another girl, got jealous when she made out with another dude( she didn't know at the time of the kiss) can't get her off my mind
