hello old friend,
sorry to hear you're having a tough time.
did you ever consider that reishi mushroom (extract) i discussed?
it is supposed to be helpful in combating cancers.... they don't call it
the mushroom of immortality for nothing. lol
i'm sorry to hear about losing your dog... so long as you remember the
good times you had with it, and the memories you shared with it, it is
never really gone.... because you keep it alive in your heart.
It reminds me of my favorite drinking mug, it has this christmas theme,
and a dog is curled up, sleeping in the snow with a heart... and it says on the side.
"Keep friends close to your heart"
I know your pain, because my parents recently lost their dog as well.... it was a big ol'
sheep dog i think... anyways, they loved the heck out of that dog... they would take it
everywhere... their life literally revolved around the dog, and it was so well behaved and kind.
one day it was racing with their newer puppy, and they both heard a truck, so raced out to
see it..... and it rounded the corner, and the UPS truck was speeding by, and ran it over....
it demolished its hip.... and they had to have it to sleep.
so my parents were pretty devastated.... you want to make someone feel better, but.....
there is no language or words that can correct ones grief.... you can only just muddle through
your time, and know that there must be some reason things happen the way they do...
and we just don't have the understanding yet to comprehend these things, but just have faith
that there must be some divine purpose, and that we must all factor in somehow.
my parents still have one dog now... they are pretty consumed with it.... its apparently very
intelligent... they have this unique dog dish, that the dog has to pull the drawers open before
the dog can get to the treat.... they're really giving it a lot of training.
would you consider getting another dog london? i think you should get one..... you will never feel
the same way about it, and the loss will always be there.... but its never too late to love again.
Your friend,
-Warren