Hey Taloon,
Today was the first time i've played with you and it was for a long while too.
First thing is i want to welcome you here and that im happy you chose to stick around in eGO because i promise you it is a lot of fun.
Secondly, i want you and everyone reading this post to know that the players in Jailbreak dont hate you as you mentioned many times even if it seems like that. The thing with Jailbreak is that many T players like to rebel and have fun by killing the cts and it was clear that you are new and you were trying your best to make them have fun.
Learning how to handle the T side without being toxic and by doing fun stuff takes some time and practice, and im sure with this positive energy you brought today to the server and hard work and good intention you will find yourself very knowledgable about the subject in no time and learn all the tricks these crazy prisoners use on you in the server.
In conclusion, you seem like a very nice person so please keep your head high and have lots of fun. There are also many people who would love to help you out if you need anything so dont hesitate to ask them or me.
Enjoy your stay in eGO!