It's hard. I know. My uncle, whom I was very close to, was killed in a car accident. It takes time to heal. Like they say time heals all wounds.
Death ends a life, not a relationship. One of the real challenges at this time of bereavement is to create a new relationship with your loved one without a physical presence.
You face the task of creating that new relationship, one of heart, mind and spirit.
Incorporating your loved one?s values and passions into your own life and passing them on to others will create a living memorial that will keep alive the essence of your loved one and bring you comfort.
If you ever need someone to talk to just PM me or find me in vent.
My condolences.